Sunday, April 11, 2010

Visit of An Old Friend

My feeling now is very complicated. I feel a little bit sad, but I know that I have a lot of things haven't done, my assignment that I am not able to do, my study that is a lot. Feel a little bit lonely but can not go home, because the new tenant will come to see the house this Tuesday, have class and quiz this Wednesday night, have to do assignment and submit this Friday and I don't know what can be submitted by me this week.

My old friend who I have a long time didn't meet is going to leave now, going back to her university. She comes here this time is to relax, find herself so that she can continue her study in peace and passion. I try my best to help her and encourage her these 2 days, because I know that the only solution for her is by strengthening her heart. Hope that she gets back her mood and strength to continue her life there. Will miss her here.

The following few days will be a good opportunity for me to study, because nobody I can talk to. But the incompleted assignment take the peace away from my heart, I can not concentrate in my study. So I decided to do it tomorrow, if really can not do it then I just give up, at least I tried it. Pray that God will give me wisdom and peace during these few weeks, concentrate in what I should do, not being disturbed by my personal feeling. And hope that the tenant will like the unit that I'm staying now so that I can move next semester. What I face now is not a big deal, this is the process of growing in me, so that I will be more mature. There is no use to complain, what I can do now is just lean on Him and take action in His guidance.

Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your path straight. - Proverbs 3:5-6

5 comments:

  1. Know that it will be a tough week for you. Take good care. I will pray for you all from here.

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  2. Thank you for your prayer, really touching =)

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  3. don't be so stress lo..everything will be alright..anyway wish u good luck in u exam..
    but i feel weird with u blog..u blog is chinese but u write in english...

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  4. Thank you..
    Haha, yeah, now I fully concentrate in my exam.
    That time I can not think out a name in English ma, then put Chinese lo. And I think type Chinese words is very mafan, then I type English lo. Hehe..

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  5. Good! nobody home =) Learn to be lonely, k?

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